Thursday Mar 12, 2026
S2E6- Twelve Feet Behind Me
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Faithfulcrum — Season 2, Episode 6
Twelve Feet Behind Me
In this episode, Mark and Scott circle some of the most enduring human questions—faith, fairness, belonging, mortality—without trying to solve them. What begins as a conversation about prayer becomes an excavation of inheritance: spiritual, familial, bodily, and cultural. Along the way, they confront exile from religious certainty, the cost of integrity, the slow approach of aging, and the quiet terror of living in a world that routinely sacrifices its children.
Twelve Feet Behind Me is not an episode about belief systems so much as how people live after belief systems fail—and what replaces them: attention, responsibility, humor, brotherhood, and a stubborn, joyful refusal to look away.
The episode is accompanied by five original piano-blues songs, inspired directly by the conversation. Together they form a loose musical suite: strident, masculine, joyful in the face of despair—echoing the spirit of early stride blues and the defiant euphoria of artists who found freedom inside limitation.
Featured Songs
1. Echoes Without an Amen
A song about prayer after prayer is gone.
Opening the episode, this piece explores what remains when petition, certainty, and divine response fall away. It captures the strange freedom of speaking into silence—and choosing to speak anyway.
2. One Mother Is Enough
A song about inheritance without blood.
Rooted in adoption, naming, and memory, this song reflects on fairness, parental faith, and the quiet ways values are passed on without doctrine. It honors love without nostalgia and belief without belief.
3. Run Out of Town
A song about exile for asking the wrong questions.
This is the episode’s rupture point: when inquiry becomes heresy and community draws its lines. The song carries righteous anger, humor, and the clarity that comes from refusing a closed circle.
4. Twelve Feet Behind Me
A song about aging, walking, and the nearness of death.
Inspired by Mark’s experience of physical vulnerability, this song gives the episode its title. Death is not dramatized—it is simply present, pacing patiently, keeping time.
5. Not the Plan
A song about refusing false explanations.
Closing the episode, this song confronts moral absurdities: gun violence, power without accountability, and the emptiness of saying “it’s all part of the plan.” It rejects consolation that demands silence and insists on responsibility instead.
Mark and Scott have been in conversation for fifty years. Born twenty-six days apart into the same complicated religious tradition, they grew up fluent in scripture and shape note singing —steeped in a culture of certainty and devotion.
Scott is a poet, author, educator, songwriter, and community creator. Mark, an educator, performer, provocateur. Together, they bring a shared curiosity to every encounter.
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